an hour at the field...

Two months ago I spent about an hour on the field at the corner of my house together with my boyfriend (the person I was referring to in my last blogpost two years ago! :)

It was a beautiful day and what made my really happy was that he could be convinced to take a little photoshoot together with me :)

These are just a few photos of our "shoot" and I think they turned out pretty well! Obviously, he took the second photo but I took the other ones!

Right now we're struggling with our relationship. It's been almost 2 beautiful years since we've been together (we finally got together on december 21st 2008!), but of course not every journey you'll make in your life will be the easiest one, so is our relationship.

Although the happy moments make my heart feel safe, sound and just unconditionally happy, bad situations always make me go through every fight we've had before...

We're still growing and developing our personalities, which don't always get along that good. But is it worth sacrificing the rare perfect and happy moments for the predominant bad ones?

You tell me...

But however we decide to stay, I will always remember such moments with a smile in my face and in my heart.

I've really loved you and I always will, even if we grow apart and learn to love others... thank you.

P.s.: Unfortunately I totally turned my back on this blog but I'll attempt to update it every once in a while or even more often! Maybe writing will turn into a new obsession of mine, who knows?

What you can expect from my blog? We'll see... :)

It's snowing!

So I finally got to take time for posting a new blog..

Since about a week it's been snowing here and all the christmas feeling comes up.. the city is decorated, you already see christmas trees everywhere and now drinking gluehwein feels right in time again. But it's not just the christmas feeling that's in the air now.. it's the feeling of wanting to share this special time with someone special. (As I'm writing this now, listening to David Martin intensifies those kind of melancholic thoughts in my mind.)

Although I am still young, I start feeling stuff that comes with growing up and getting older. You might not want to hear it from someone that young but it is true. Winter and Christmas feel better beeing with someone you love. Or in my case, maybe not real love yet, but deep friendship that can develop into something like love. I'm not going to say "yes soo I found the love of my life blablabla" because - how can I know yet what real love is? It is indeed true that you can only know what real love is when you've experienced enough to be able to tell what it is.

For the ones who are interested: I am not in a relationship yet but there's been something going on with someone, and I think I shouldn't rush. Taking your time to get to know each other better makes the optional relationship have a better foundation, if you know what I mean. But don't tell each other everything about you, yet. Because I think a relationship is also made of getting to know things about your partner that you don't know yet and that's what gets you closer, right? I'm sorry if you can't understand what I'm writing :D but I hope you get the main information.

That will be all for now. And if I don't get to write again before Christmas: take your time to tell the people you love, that you do really care. I don't say it as an empty message, I speek out of experience. It can always be your last christmas together, even the last day. So don't just let this pass and regret it afterwards. Trust me. Telling someone "I like you / I love you / Thank you" doesn't hurt! And it makes you smile, too :)

Let it snow!


Susie

First Time!

Hello =)
so.. I made this blog-account today and well... yeah my name is Susie, I'm 14 years old and from good ol' Germany! Well.. old - yeah, good - no! :D I don't really have a clue what to write here, so the next days I'll probably just surf around and read some other blogger's journals! Soo don't expect to much from here :D (if anyone should get to this URL anyway...)

so.. BYE! =)